missyou
It’s weird. The dream I had last night. I was returning to my city with a certain someone (hehe…dreams dreams…) and everything was changed.
But still without knowing what tram, which way to go to reach my house there was this nice feeling of HOME! Is it normal to have certain days in which you feel that you are exploding? Like yesterday when I felt that I wanted to go home right then. And also it was the first time that I told my mom that I feel like that…now I wonder why just now? I guess I act exactly like her, we both have this kind of moments.
I started a mental list with what I wanna eat when I get home (soon I’ll also write it!).
It’s weird how some friends are not responding to your emails (1), some are not talking very much (2), some are talking a lot with you (3)…and others (4) you wouldn’t expect to talk more than the (2) … talk with you everyday almost. And with (4) you are not talking very much, you might exchange 3 words and that’s it for the day…but still.
I wonder…am I the only one who wishes to be somewhere else all the time almost all the time? When I was home I couldn’t wait to get here, now I cannot wait to go home. In the 12th grade I wanted to be in the 11th, in the 11th I wanted to be in the 10th. When I was at work I was dreaming of free time and to go to the university without being pressured into changing your group, when I was only studying I wanted to work. It’s typical for human beings: want what you don’t have. If you have brown eye, you want them blue or green. If you’re brunette you wanna be blond. And so on…
